Monday, October 12, 2009

Time can prove anythings

This is my dear dear!

see how happy he is...

he feel proud of me

and i proud of him

Always......^^




This picture took on the day when

i had my first Performance!!!



This is the first time he watch me perform,

first time i been invited to perform,

first boyfriend ever watch my show...

first person i invite to watch my

first show...




Allow me to elaborate more about him,

he got small eyes,

huge body,

tall,

and big......

but...for me out looking is nothing

i really dont care,

i think he look nice and handsome

but somebody totally do not agree with me...
(actually is good to know that)




I remember he ask me a question,

before we start our relationship,

he ask...

"I'm not rich, I have no car...(bla bla bla)...

will u care about it?"

i reply him with no hesitate

say " i don't care! i'm have no interest to your properties"

at first he not gonna believe what i said...
(he tot KL girls all are greedy)
Anyway, time can prove everything!!!

and now he trusted me with what i promised...


Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Accumulate Affair

Many things could happen in one day
like Monday(05/10/2009) a badminton competition had held in my School!
before the day come i had some training session with YITING,LIKAR,JIA EN
DUWEI, MIC & YITING's FRIENDS....(thousand Thanks for THEM)
The 'badminton day' has come...before the competition start...
i didn't feel any nervous...and i didnt do any warm up tooo...
because i dont want make myself feel like i'm in the real competition
if i do, it make my feel like no enjoyment during the compititon ...
so i just consider it as normal training..
i feel so lucky & happy because i have a greatful & cute partner JIA EN
she did very well , finally we get 2nd place...
not bad for us because this is the 1st time we join in this kind of competition^^
* * *
On the next day (06/10/2009),another competition has come this time BASKETBALL
our team got 5 members (KarKar,TingTing,HuoiHuoi,FaFa & KeiKei)....
this competition was look amazing & look funny because
few of us dont know how to handle this games then we participate ourselve in to this game...
during the game,Kei Kei did a very wrong things, i almost throw my ball in to my own net...
at that every one laugh at me...but i din feel like angry or shy because at that time
the weather is fucking hot and i just wanna focus on my game nothing else....
after the competition is over then i only laugh at myself,how foolish i'm!!
It is almost 4.30,we went to McD to celebrate MIC fairwell
because he is going to transfer to social class...i feel very sad at the moment...
when he tell us he is going to transfer at the first time i tot he was kidding,
but he really take it seriously THIS TIME...nevermind just transfer to the opposite block only.
^ Victory^
he is my friend,but just a normal friendship nothing beyond than that,
he is a...... good gentleman and very helpful guy, but sometimes the way he talk is
is like too over, i know he did it not on purposely i trusted him...
He teach my play Poker Game on Facebook, he tell me something about himself sometimes,
he lent me his badminton racquet, and he fetch me to TingTing house during Mooncake Night
emmm......He is a very good friend...but i got a strange feeling toward him
sometime like him sometime hate him...on msn he totally like another person from who i
meet in school times...complicated!!!Haiz...
* * *
Today i got sick because yesterday i play under the hot sun, today is CanCan Bday
too bad i can't join them to celebrate with her....but nevermind i still got a present to her..

Monday, August 17, 2009

The Way of Love 就是这样“他爱我”

我和他,就这样相识了半年,快乐的。。。伤心的。。。度过。
其实这半年来,和他见面的日子十只手指都算得出

我们每天晚上都是通过手机来维持我们的关系,
有时候,家人不给我出街,甚至,没收我的电话。。。没关系
最让我痛苦的是。。。无论我多么努力去安排一切的时间
到最后总会有困扰注挨着我们见面。。。或许这是一种考验?
说真的有点像现代版的"罗秘欧&茱丽叶"。。。

我怕,他没耐心陪我一起走下去。。。
我怕,他会忍受不了这段感情。。。
我怕,他就因为这样而离开我。。。

直到有一晚,我突然问了他一道问题“你辛苦吗?”
我心想,他到底知道我在问什么吗?这时我很期待他的答案,
30秒之后,他用认真,沉重带点悲伤和泪的语气回答我,他说,

“我会永远的保护你,永远爱你。。。就算有一天我不在,
我也会回到你身边呵护着你,不让你受伤,不让你掉泪,
不让你受苦。。。我会紧紧抱着你。。。”

从这番话中,已经知道他一直以来都受了很多很多的委屈,
只是藏在心里不说出口,因为我知道他怕会hurt到我。。。

从那秒开始,我比以前更爱他,他也更加爱我,
就算他不在我身边,我依然可以感受到他的温暖。。。
就是这样“他爱我”...

Thursday, July 9, 2009

~Kei Kei Good girl gone Bad~

I'm being good girl gone bad because
Today i did something really wrong to someone...
Someone can say that she is in innocent...

Let me tell you what's going on

I chatting with Candace (one of my best friend) during teacher speaking infront
a "Pengawas" stands beside me suddently
Then she said "Diamlah tak faham bahasa ke?"with purposely infront of many students
afterthat she went away.....
At that time, i feel so angry and of course a bit embarrasing......
i feel like want to scold dirty words to her but i can't do that
because she is my senior.....so i scold dirt behind her...

Can you imagine how angry i m at that time.....so bad

Friday, July 3, 2009

我好辛苦

为什么?
我那么细只
我那里做错了?
为什么?
家人要那样对我
我很不听话吗?
从出世到现在都那么管我,
我了解他们的心情,那他们有了解过我吗?
是不是我是女孩所以要管得特别严?
为什么我的家人永远都不会了解我的?
是沟通出现问题吗?
不会吧,他们讲的语言我都明白的!
那问题是出现在那里呢?
为什么我怕回家?
踏入家门口就会感觉到有压力。。。