Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Hang Out!! !~happie~



That's all i got...
picture from CanCan..
Neh my Stupid MSN photo swap lo
useless MSN thing...
Haiz suan la
I went Jogoyah with CanCan & Leycar
we eat a lot but looks like not enough LOL
but happie & satisfied lo~~
After that, we went to Pavilion..
i met Brian,he got a work as a promoter
he is wearing all white like my school uniform(boys)
then ask him to help us take photos
hahaha...
Later,
i want to shop TS somemore
but...
my Dear Dear said scare later dont have car
then no choice..
have to go home jor...
nvm la...TS wont close down de
next time shoping until DROP^^yeah^^
My daddy surfed on line he found an article,
the article wrote about 'The End of World',
it sound so scary,
i scare of nothing ...
except when i heard the end of world,
i still got many things haven done yet
i scare the end of day coming..
At night i cry in front of my Dear
just because after read the article
how fool i m...
but no matter how
i still have to survive day by day
appreaciate everythings i got now...

Friday, November 20, 2009

Holiday List

Yeah~ Holiday again, two months, but it will pass rapidly
~i think~~
Now i got to do some planing,
and things should be done, settle down and prepared
before step into the next year 2010:-
~practise MUET essay
~Bio experiment
~Mathematics pass years paper
~revision on Biology & Chemistry
:-* Boring huh~~

Beside, I will TRY as hard as I can
to meet my Dear JackJack ^^
I miss him so much...Y

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

sick

Finally, sick jor...
feels like the end of world
My living alarm(mom) called me up
this morning, but feel a bit dizzy & headache
then i know... i sick jor!


today promised my frens to go school
but can't make it..sorry girls!


Nowadays, edicted to blogger
just to fill up my empty time,



I had a good friends called YengYeng
we met during Form1
most of the time we share secret together
chating together, like BFF(best friend forever)
but Form3 that time,
one incident happen on us,
then she ignore me,
until now we act like dont know each other
and never add each other on facebook
when everytime i saw her on fb
i feels guilty and sad
i know i did wrong
but i dint mean it that time
A thousand of SORRY to her
i hope she can forgive me and we can be friend again
someday...
Between Form3 till Form5
i act like so childish, don't know anythings
but now i grown up
'physically and mentally' grown up
a partially matured now
i hope we can have a friendly talk
and solve our problems
Die Without Regret..LOL!
and i hope she don't mind...

Very tired

Today hang out at Yiting's house

something like pillow talk..









hmmm....

today i got my chemistry and PA paper

from friend

i Pass my PA!!!wow~

and my kedudukan is no.4

a bit happy when i heard that..











but dont know wat happen on me..

usually i'm suppose to be very HyperActive

but those weeks like very tired...




I tired for waiting my bf to come...
he promise to send me the cellphone battery on friday
then friday to next monday,
monday to tuesday,
tuesday until today wednesday
never come...
haiz...everyday works until late night
never got the chance to meet me also
DAMN!!!





but nevermind...
it is not his fault..
all blame on his Boss
terrible, useless boss!!!
make me miss my bf until fall sick.




Why some boy want to see me through
webcam so much..
if i not allow them, they felt angry
and ignore me
what's wrong with them?
Drive me Nut!



Sunday, November 8, 2009

'B' days

My ‘B’ is stand for ‘Bad’

This whole week make me suck, now I feel very very sad and totally down.

No mood to do anything beside sleep,

Now me alone at home, heavy rain outside…I kind a feel like want started to cry!

Today, pengajian am paper 1 test, is ok not so hard and some are not easy.

MUET teacher (Penny Peng) returns back our MUET exam paper (essay part)

OMG! I only get 36/100 beyond then expected, cant imagine..

After that no mood to continue doing anymore…she have no mercy…

Math paper failed, MUET also failed, who can I blame to? Myself.

Now I started to think how this could happen on me? But fine.

I think I still got a lot of space to improve my self, but what should I do?

Next, one of my friend name Thevan, don’t know angry me for what?

Maybe last time I laugh at him because of his heavy weight then cause his motorbike

‘pumcet’ that why he angry me…

Furthermore, my grandpa will had a small operation on his eye.

Only small matter but I still care about it…

Plus, my boy friend and I had a fight last night,

Our Postpaid bill cost us about RM100 something ONLY THE BEGINNING OF MONTH!

Then how bout the rest of days, he estimated will cost about RM 300 in the end of month.

He felt very stressful, and I told him I will pay for my own bill but he yell at me said,

‘Keep ur money, I will settle by my self, I rather prefer you use ur own money to buy any clothes u like’…

OK then fine! He said he can settle by himself, then how he does it?

Then I said ‘I rather end our relationship because

I can’t stand aside and watch my love one suffer like this’

then he ask me ‘have you got another boyfriend outside?’

‘Of course not!’ I said. Then we just ignore what I said =.=’

Man Man Man! How could he never understand me…my heart broken at the moment.

But after awhile, we both feel better everything back to normal…

Heart pain! I’m like a fool! I think I need to go on a holiday trip! Or party whole night till Drop!