'B' days

My ‘B’ is stand for ‘Bad’

This whole week make me suck, now I feel very very sad and totally down.

No mood to do anything beside sleep,

Now me alone at home, heavy rain outside…I kind a feel like want started to cry!

Today, pengajian am paper 1 test, is ok not so hard and some are not easy.

MUET teacher (Penny Peng) returns back our MUET exam paper (essay part)

OMG! I only get 36/100 beyond then expected, cant imagine..

After that no mood to continue doing anymore…she have no mercy…

Math paper failed, MUET also failed, who can I blame to? Myself.

Now I started to think how this could happen on me? But fine.

I think I still got a lot of space to improve my self, but what should I do?

Next, one of my friend name Thevan, don’t know angry me for what?

Maybe last time I laugh at him because of his heavy weight then cause his motorbike

‘pumcet’ that why he angry me…

Furthermore, my grandpa will had a small operation on his eye.

Only small matter but I still care about it…

Plus, my boy friend and I had a fight last night,

Our Postpaid bill cost us about RM100 something ONLY THE BEGINNING OF MONTH!

Then how bout the rest of days, he estimated will cost about RM 300 in the end of month.

He felt very stressful, and I told him I will pay for my own bill but he yell at me said,

‘Keep ur money, I will settle by my self, I rather prefer you use ur own money to buy any clothes u like’…

OK then fine! He said he can settle by himself, then how he does it?

Then I said ‘I rather end our relationship because

I can’t stand aside and watch my love one suffer like this’

then he ask me ‘have you got another boyfriend outside?’

‘Of course not!’ I said. Then we just ignore what I said =.=’

Man Man Man! How could he never understand me…my heart broken at the moment.

But after awhile, we both feel better everything back to normal…

Heart pain! I’m like a fool! I think I need to go on a holiday trip! Or party whole night till Drop!